Its time - that’s what I said to myself as I did a four year self exclusion from the poker machines. I’ve tortured myself enough. Fourteen year battle that is finally coming to an end. I’m sick of having no money and I am sick of feeling total despondency. It’s time to look forward to a guilt free future. And it is time to stop worrying my children. They have been very supportive of my decision. They have said they are proud of me for making the decision. Friends have been a great inspiration too. Thankyou.